Christmas time is here!

I am surrounded by a mountain of wrapping paper.
I here dad's Mercedes rev as he leaves the driveway.
And mom, wine glass in hand, comes over to kiss me on my forehead but I pull back when I smell her breath.
"Why did daddy leave mommy?"
"He's going to see his whore..."
I start to cry. I don't like this Christmas. I look down at my bratz doll and start to pet her hair.
"I don't care anymore, your bastard of a father can go and sleep with the nanny for all I care. And he was surprised I knew!!! The whole fucking town knew! Let me give you some advice Alice, don't marry the richest guy in town, let some other stupid bitch do that. You can sleep with the bastard and have more money. You won't even have to get knocked up!"
She tries to grab my arm, but I shrug her away
"I.. hic... Love you Alice"
I hate her droopy eyes when she is like this, her makeup makes her look scary.
"Mommy your hurting..."
"Shut up you little cunt" she hissed.
I can't stop crying and mommy is squeezing me really hard. Her big boobies are so hard. Last year, mommy went to the hospital and stayed in her room for a week after. When she came out of her room she went back to the doctor. She told me she wasn't happy with what she had.
Her boobis were sooo big after. I thought she looked so pretty.
Mommy is crying on me now.
"Let's pray Alice, that daddy gets in a car accident."
I can barely breath. My Bratz doll is on the floor behind mommy she can't breath either, she's lying face down on the ground. I hope mommy lets go soon.